~ 1/06/2006 12:02:00 AM ~
Friday, January 06, 2006
[worried me 2]
i've actually been sorta telling myself, i wanna train and play real hard and well this yr..
i mustn't and cannot hold myself back any longer.
come on lynne. u can do it. get back ur form.
u were once there... there shouldnt be any reason stopping you from being there again.
beLieve.. and DO IT! plz...!!!!!
haven played bad for real long le..
and given my health now..
pluz all the while my horribly performance..
how far can i actually go?
all these bullshit bout ppl thinking i got potential.
say i "gooD"..
it's all but a biG f-ed up mistakE!!!
words dun matter now...
it's all action and performance..
wonder how i'll fair on sat..
in sports, visualisation is suppose to support beta performance..
but i'm always dreaming bout being able to run in court, hit perfect shots.....
well.. maybe im really juz "DrEaMInG"..
wad i hope for is so diff in reality..
den again... wad most of us hope for is usually diff from reality.. which is y in the 1st place we hope for improvement...
but den again..
i was much beta in the past..
wad's become of me now??
has my passion dissolved into something lesser?
or is it my surroundings, environment tt has changed me..
i should stop finding excuses as such and instead do sth about it..
wad's my concern for now is.. do i have the time and ability to do so?